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Black warm tar (Poem)
Find the wickedness
Of your ancestors wash over the land
Like an unclean wave of black warm tar
Washes over a white unpainted canvas
Or rather a pollen storm that rises from the blameless flowers
To consume a person stricken with severe allergiesThere’s a reaper waiting for you
To point you in the right direction
Will you allow his wisdom to enter you?
Or will you cast it aside, like one of your many play things?There are many times that you will bleed for what is right
and be cast forth into the abyss for the truth
But what is the alternative? Growing sickly as surely
As the sun rises and the night befalls your pitiful life -
Cornered in a school ( Poem)
How disdainful, that a woman find no peace
And how shameful, that men not show her more courtesy
Where has chivalry gone, and the dignity of men?A woman cornered in a school, trying to do her job
But denied the ability to do so, all in favor of fulfilling your selfish desires
How dare you corner a defenseless woman, like an animal corners anotherA woman giving a lecture, as is part of her description
Yet unable to do so, due to the unwanted advances of her pupils
Whether on public transit, hoping to find safe passage homeYou have the usage of reason, and much more is expected of you
How would you feel, if it was someone who you cared
Dearly for that found themselves in that same situation?Can we not find more decency for other living beings
Not just the ones we deem to be worthy of it? -
The rain, the rain (Poem)
I have not felt rain fall down on my skin like this in a very long time
What a blessing it is to feel, if anything at all, than not
How long have I kept myself away from living the little life I have left?There’s a warm breeze, I can almost feel it as it gently creeps up
My tears form a nice little repose for me to rest my knees upon in prayer
How long have I been a fool for, that I’ve kepy my sight low for allof these years?You there, young man, do not make the same choices that I have
That is my refrain, my song, my truth, a life wasted is not one that is pleasingHonor thy father and thy mother, that is a must before the Lord
Honor thyself with love before the mighty one, that is another
Pour love incessantly into the creation of His hands, for it reflects well on youCan you, if you must, find it in your heart to forgive?
For it will set you free to fly above the clouds and dimmer skies
God is with you, therefore you need no other, His love is sweet and His hands gentle -
It. Is. Beautiful. (Poem)
Put some cheer to your heart, my dear old friend
What does it matter if that individual
Didn’t return your love with full bright colors?
Or if that flower failed to open its pedals
At just the right time of year this month?Is life not worthwhile just simply because it descends from God?
What else would you be doing with your soul if you were not
Part of this wonderful world before us?
Would you even know what lies beyond?
Of course, not! Don’t be silly, my malcontraption of a personTry to allow gratitude to find its way to your tender lips
Even if you hearts slumbers the days away in a bitter winter
My life has not been filled to the brim with contentment
But here I still continue to exist… and it. Is. Beautiful. -
My own inner world (Poem)
Please, I beg of you, avert your eyes and do not look at me
For I am hideous, I am beyond revolting
As the poison seeps from my poresCan’t you see that I choose this clothing to hide
All of my public curves and edges from your prying eyes
Avert your eyes and do not meet mine, especially if I have an interest
For I cannot bear the weight of your judgementMy dear lady and gentleman, there is no spectacle for you
For I am gangrenous, waiting for society to cut me from the root
So that it may continue peacefully without this wartAren’t you able to see that I have no self-esteem
That I believe the only place for me is below the dirt
Not even a worthy meal for the worms to ingest
For I cannot begin to lift myself from this abyssMy dear pedestrian, did we not just pass each other on the street a moment ago?
I couldn’t bear to look you in the eye as it seems you couldn’t either
Say, you don’t happen a cripplingly low sense of self worth, do you?I was so enthralled in my own inner world
That I didn’t stop to notice you had one too -
What a delight (Poem)
Cover your ears, for one last time I tell you
Good bye my dear, this is my final and last confession
You are beautiful in all of your ways, simply mesmerizing
I’ll hold you until the sun sets to confirm a new dayHave you ever seen rain as it falls justly on a dry land?
What about when new life springs fourth from an expectant mother?Well, those moments are full of miracles
For only God knows these things
And we are left in full awe and wonderWhat a delight to be alive
Take sight from your eyes, even for just a moment
Allow yourself to sit there, in the respite of silence
You captivate me in your wonder and every awe you hold dear
If your simplicity was a symphony my heart would be a gleeful audienceHave you ever seen a woman who said yes for the first time to the man she loves?
What about when a bee pollinates a beautiful flower, in search for its young?Well, I’m quite grateful for the life I’ve had
Please, don’t cry my dear, for the future is uncertain
But the joy in our moments, have stayed with me for this longWhat a delight it was to be alive
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Oh Mother ( Poem)
Oh mother, my dearest and deathly mother
How sorry I am for all of your troubles
For I know and can admit before God
That I have caused you many of these myselfFor the late nights you waited for me to come home safely
Or the days where the tears would flow like
giants revealing themselves from behind the mountains
You held me and you comforted me
I will always be grateful to youThe star that has guided my dark and difficult path, you have been
The gentle words and resounding lullaby when I lay my head on a pillow
Dreaming of fighting castles and dragons away on a far and distant landOh mother, my next of kin and my surviving relative
Forgive me all of my iniquities and vicissitudes that have befallen us
I am the one to blame for these moments of sorrow
And I shall take it upon myself recompense you for your sacrifice -
To the Man (Poem)
To the man, that has caused me immeasurable pain
I forgive you, I hand over your soul to the One it belongs
For it is not my place to cradle your sins or iniquities
But to leave you in the hands of the One, who created youAfter all of this time apart, I can only hold love for you in my grieving heart
I can not imagine the day that God calls you from this earth
For even though you have crushed my legs under the weight of a heavy boulder,
And therefore can not find the strength to walk, my God causes me to soarTo the man, who gave what little patience he had for me to the wind’s whisper
I choose to release you, I give my heart for mending to my true father
He has known me before He made the decision to shape me into being
But He has always had a will for you, even if you have not yet seen itMay you live the rest of your days in His hands, for mine are too weak
To carry the soul of someone so burdened with troubles of past forefathers
My tears fall like God’s righteous fury upon Sodom at having to write you this
But may His love be sufficient to carry you in times when you need it -
Died to have accompanied you (Poem)
Come death, let us dance together
I wish to share this Most Sad Waltz in B minor
I must confess, you are breath takingly beautiful
I have never gazed upon a face, quite like yoursIndescribable color, are your eyes
Yet a comforting pale skin, that I know quite well
Though you don’t speak much, I wonder why that is
And from the looks of it, you never seem to arrive accompanied to these ballsOh, how I would have died to have accompanied you on this evening
Or any evening rather, please allow me to share this moment with youAllow me to place my hands in yours,
as your lips hold such a reserved blush on them
Reminiscent of some disposition towards the livingNow, place your hand on my hip
Not too close to the buttock
But then, not to share from the cliff-hanger shoulder of mine
I want to feel safely nestled in your hands,
Like one would with a dear pet or a delicate flowerPlease guide me through the steps, as I’m not much familiar with this dance
But I’ve seen you participate, oh but no less than a hundred times or so -
The little conversations (Poem)
The little conversations of this gentle heart
That seeks to come closer to that of yours
For only You listen to the true cries of my heart
However tender the moment, You always hear me as I amWhether in the morning, just before I prepare for the meal
Or in the afternoon, as the lunch’s aromas before my hands
Stir an impulse inside of meWhat a beautiful moment to share with you, My God
The little conversation is all I ask that You hearIn it, I seek to express my gratitude to You
For all that You make me see and
For all of the ways that You, and only You, provide for meI feel like a small and fragile bird in your hands
In need of much love and mending, for this little heart of mine is weak
But you smile, it has never failed to lift my wings up high
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